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.

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*kissing sounds*

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*kissing sounds*

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*Quiet sigh*

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(Woman's voice from the tablet:)
We want everything!

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And everything now.

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Immediately.

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And we can have it.

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I have you now
turned on or the scene?

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Huh?

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Did you want to kiss me?
Or did that turn you on?

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It was nice, right?

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Probably
everything turned me on.

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Next to a beautiful woman
lying, watching people have sex.

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Don't you watch porn or what?
- But.

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Okay, then what's your problem?

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I just asked a question.
- You never just ask a question.

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Is good.

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Okay, shall we continue watching?

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OK. What do we do then?

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the loneliness she long

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frosty words that call inside

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* He takes a deep breath. * - Okay.

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What is allowed then? - Kissing.

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Nothing else? - Fumbling.

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Fumble.

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though I'm trying all the time

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I can see it in your eyes

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it's always slow again

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of the woman I adore, oh

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Swimming is really cool.

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That's what I'm saying.

39
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Let's see how long
we can stay in here.

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How many days? - Okay.

41
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But then we have to
Here you can also study for your Abitur.

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(Groans:) Not today.
It's holidays and Sunday.

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Almost twice as free.

44
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Yes, but you want to
not stay seated twice?

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I didn't sit still.
I repeated.

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You, can I ask you something?

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Yes?

48
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Why are you like that anyway?
careful? You know what I mean.

49
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Still because of Kiki?
- This has nothing to do with Kiki.

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I've already talked to her.
- And? Everything cool?

51
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Yes, everything is cool.

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Cool. You see, you have to be quick
do, with the plaster.

53
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And what is it then?
Bad experiences?

54
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Is that why you're bi?

55
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This statement alone is reason enough
just something to do with girls.

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I could also ask you,

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why you just get along,
Having one-night stands.

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And you can't wait.
- Yes, you could.

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And? - It's complicated.

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Yes.

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Because mom and dad are one
Buy a Porsche and an apartment?

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I said that the
My sister's apartment belongs to me.

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And where is your sister?
- In Bali. - Hard life.

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Clear. Just because you have money
you no longer have any problems.

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Nothing is easy with my parents.

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The water is cold, we go out.

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Hey. With my parents is
nothing easy either. I'm sorry.

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Easy.

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* He groans. *

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We stay at home in our pajamas

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Now? - Yes.

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OK. On 3.

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1, 2, 3.

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Alles okay?

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(Short:) Yes.

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But pretty cold.

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Up again?

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Yes. - Okay.

80
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* There is shivering. *

81
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* He goes up the stairs. *

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Samuel wrote to me and said he was playing
next week. Want to get on the guest list?

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Yes. Clear.

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Truth or Dare?

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Truth.

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Why me?

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Because you know who I am.

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Truth.

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Why are you so careful?

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I had my first boyfriend
at 13, he was five years older.

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The big brother
from a friend of mine.

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I have it on his
met at a birthday party.

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His 18th
I had quite a crush on him.

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And he gave me
received many compliments.

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I thought he liked me too.

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When we were together,

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he only has pressure on me
made to sleep with him.

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I didn't want that.
Then I did it.

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After that he did
never reported again.

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But people at school knew something.

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In time went
I really don't like it.

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And I actually could
don't talk to anyone about it.

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Not even with my parents.

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After that I became cautious.

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I had later then
something else with a girl.

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But that was over before me
came to Germany.

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(Whispers:) That's all.

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No pressure at all. We
You have all the time in the world, okay?

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Okay.

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* Music starts. *

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I love math.

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Pretty hot, right?
- Yes a little.

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Oh, my, my.

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What do you want?
- Are we not in a good mood?

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Yes, very much.

122
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Did you make "Grumpy Cat" angry?
- I hope not.

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Yes, we all hope so, always.

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Hans!

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(doorbell)

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There's a girl with soup.
- (Kiki:) Hey, it's me.

127
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So don't stress about me.

128
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What's the fuck, man?

129
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(Embarrassed:) I made soup.

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Kiki...

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It's one thing to mess up
and apologize for it.

132
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But this
is really the very last thing.

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Why did you lie?

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I don't know.

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It doesn't matter now.
It was from the beginning anyway... - What?

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I can't do this to Kiki.
- Was? Was?!

137
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You are truly incredible.

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* Door slams shut loudly. *

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* She sobs quietly. *

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need, want you to need me

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* Sound of heart palpitations
and heavy breathing*

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* Sound of heart palpitations
and heavy breathing*

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Alex?

150
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Alexander?

151
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* He wheezes. *
- Did something happen?

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Alex?

153
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* He whines and wheezes. *

154
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*Sound of heart palpitations*

155
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* Alex wheezes *

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*Alex cries. *

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I...

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I...

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* He's breathing heavily. *

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Can you stay here today, please?

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I'm not going anywhere.
(Whispers:) I'll stay here.

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I'll stay here. Yes?

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I'll stay here. - * He is crying. *

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* Alex calms down a bit. *

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It always is
another 50 euros with breakfast?

166
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* Alex has to laugh. *

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Thanks.

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* Spherical music *

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*Music ends, silence*

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* Alex grumbles quietly. *

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You know what?

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I dreamed yesterday
that I'm feeling really bad.

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And that I cried in front of you.

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Completely stupid.
- Super funny.

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I dreamed about you too.
- Completely cliché.

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* He breathes in heavily. *

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* toilet flush *

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And that's all in the
happened last three days?

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And I only have on the couch
lying and trying to learn.

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Don't know either
How it could escalate like this.

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It was somehow
everything is a bit much.

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I understand that.
But I also understand Kiki.

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It just went to shit.
- Mega.

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But with Alex,
he needs to go to therapy.

185
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He already had a preliminary conversation like that.
It wasn't his first attack.

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Great, didn't he tell you?
where does that come from? - Not really.

187
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Jonas isn't letting anyone on right now
get to it. Not even Matteo.

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Shit.

189
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White wine? - White wine!

190
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*Music*

191
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Two white wine, please. - Understood.

192
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Hi. Two vodkas.

193
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:23,440
What's going on with you girls?
- Carlos, what do you mean?

194
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Kiki kills me,
when I talk to you.

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Mega Bitch, or not.

196
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Look, I don't want you
harass, it's none of my business.

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This is your beef,
but it comes back to me.

198
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She was really feeling it
Poop in the last few days.

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And that has to do with you.

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00:23:46,840 --> 00:23:50,280
It would be a
nice, correct and fine move,

201
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easy to iron the waves,
to make it supple.

202
00:23:58,360 --> 00:24:02,120
I just mean,
that would be beneficial for everyone.

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Good conversation.

204
00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:09,680
Hey, that's two euros.
- I'll do it.

205
00:24:14,320 --> 00:24:18,320
Thanks. Oh, oh, two Angry Birds.

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Mamma mia.

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I know I screwed up.
I'll talk to her.

208
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I just did too
already got in trouble with Carlos.

209
00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:33,560
Carlos?

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Yip,
Nobody stays alone here for long.

211
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Except me.

212
00:24:40,360 --> 00:24:44,000
Except me! - Yes, exactly.

213
00:24:44,120 --> 00:24:48,120
Hello? - You have Alah.
- You're about to get stressed, dude.

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Kiki. I know I am
probably the last

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who you want to talk to right now.

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00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:16,720
I have to urgently
apologize to you.

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00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:21,640
All I did was...
- Hypocritical?

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Hypocritical. And...
- Vile.

219
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Also.

220
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But not on purpose.
Rather. - Rather?

221
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I wanted to protect you.

222
00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:46,760
Protect? Didn't
that really works.

223
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(Quietly:) I know.

224
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But I really wanted to.

225
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I just didn't understand

226
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that with me
and Alex really what is.

227
00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:12,240
Mia, I want you now
explain something. OK?

228
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The way you always explain everything to me.

229
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If you were from the beginning
been honest,

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I would have been the very last one
that would have stopped you.

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But you are in one
moment came to me,

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where I was lovesick myself.

233
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You asked me to do that
I'll make the decision for you.

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And that I give you my blessing.

235
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And I just didn't have one
Buck. That's why I said no.

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That you don't stick to it,
I expected that anyway.

237
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But then you would have from the beginning
to shit on me.

238
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Yes, you should be honest.

239
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To others,
but above all to yourself.

240
00:26:56,080 --> 00:27:00,080
Your moral lectures
always sound so clever. Clever.

241
00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:07,360
I have been around for a long time
felt worse and stupider than you.

242
00:27:07,480 --> 00:27:11,480
But, you know, Mia, in the end comes
it doesn't matter what you say,

243
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but what you do.
- True.

244
00:27:19,720 --> 00:27:23,720
Everything you say is true.

245
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I want me sincerely
apologize to you. Please...

246
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So, ironed out.

247
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Prost.

248
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Kiki... - You always want to
still have my blessing, right?

249
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You need your own.

250
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:05,680
Listen to this!

251
00:28:06,080 --> 00:28:10,080
Tell me, what do you actually want?
do with my breasts? - Everything.

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the first one to move?

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closer in slow motion

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closer in slow motion

267
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* They laugh together
and talk. *

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closer in slow motion

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closer in slow motion

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